Things I should do today:
Clean bedroom
Change sheets
Clean bathroom
Finish laundry
Dishes
Things I will probably do today:
Sleep
Eat pretzel crisps
- Scottie is happy and snoring at the end of the sofa.
- My gas heater won’t light, and my space heater is not very good at heating the entirety of the loft so I’m kind of freezing.
- Silver foil polish is ridiculous to remove. Like, complete bullshit.
- Halloween party is Saturday but I have a Cimzia appointment between now and then. Otherwise, party planning is all I really care about atm.
- I’m hungry and no matter what I eat I’m still hungry. Bah.
So there’s this guy…
And he’s amazing.
Kind, funny, warm, interesting.
Liberal, egalitarian, and non-religious; with blue eyes and amazing arms.
He even wakes me up in the middle of the night to “make it better” if I’m having bad dreams.
But…
He’s emotionally unavailable. And I’m emotionally vacant.
What to do…
